If I can turn back the clock, I would like to go back to when I was 17 and 18.
17 because I enjoyed learning so much in Integomb.. and I missed my girlfriends in 5AB. If I could name them, they were Asiah, Atikah, Madi, Qiha, Yana, Qanitah and Ainisya (and Anisa too since she was not in AB). They were so kind, intelligent, beautiful, gentle and humble.
In addition, I also want to learn back Physics truly! not for the sake of the examination. I realised how important Physics is in our daily life. I would look Physics subject as an interesting subject and try my best to relate everything I've learnt with every phenomenon happened in my life.
Now, why would I want to go back to 18?
I realised that Arabic was not my core passion. I love Arabic but to be honest just to a certain point or level. I realised that I have to dig more and put on a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig passion for it if I want to go farther. I love science! I love something practical that need hand skill. I know Arabic is practical where you can practice the language in your daily life but, Arabic is actually more to art. You are a linguist when you can feel the beauty of the language, the hidden meaning behind a poem and the 'flexibility/bending' of it. Unfortunately, I can't.
17 because I enjoyed learning so much in Integomb.. and I missed my girlfriends in 5AB. If I could name them, they were Asiah, Atikah, Madi, Qiha, Yana, Qanitah and Ainisya (and Anisa too since she was not in AB). They were so kind, intelligent, beautiful, gentle and humble.
In addition, I also want to learn back Physics truly! not for the sake of the examination. I realised how important Physics is in our daily life. I would look Physics subject as an interesting subject and try my best to relate everything I've learnt with every phenomenon happened in my life.
Now, why would I want to go back to 18?
I realised that Arabic was not my core passion. I love Arabic but to be honest just to a certain point or level. I realised that I have to dig more and put on a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig passion for it if I want to go farther. I love science! I love something practical that need hand skill. I know Arabic is practical where you can practice the language in your daily life but, Arabic is actually more to art. You are a linguist when you can feel the beauty of the language, the hidden meaning behind a poem and the 'flexibility/bending' of it. Unfortunately, I can't.
قال الله تعالى : ( فَقُلْتُ اسْتَغْفِرُوا رَبَّكُمْ إِنَّهُ كَانَ غَفَّارًا . يُرْسِلِ السَّمَاءَ عَلَيْكُمْ مِدْرَارًا . وَيُمْدِدْكُمْ بِأَمْوَالٍ وَبَنِينَ وَيَجْعَلْ لَكُمْ جَنَّاتٍ وَيَجْعَلْ لَكُمْ أَنْهَارًا ) نوح/10 - 12
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